Life goes on

Believe it or not ,it has been 6 years since I first saw you. It was not an easy phase. There were times when I felt like giving up . There were times that I felt like holding on . If they say life is easy , hear them not. Life is never easy. It's a challenge . When you feel like you can not take it anymore, that is the time you shall admit defeat. Death is imminent .

This year , I'm learning a lot about life in general. It's getting tough. I saw both of my grandmas fighting for life. In and out from operation room. One fighting with cancer , and the other one having renal failure. I was there with them from the start as I was the only one available during that difficult times . Allah has given me the chance to be part of it. I surely did not regret my decision to come back from Puncak Perdana earlier that I should.

There were times when I myself starts questioning the mishap. But my grandma said " Ni semua ujian afiq, Allah sayang kita, Dia nak hapuskan dosa kita" just before she went into the operation room to amputate a part of her body . I couldn't say a word. She is stronger than most of us. It gave me the strength  that I need.

Then , there were you. You have always be there for me through thick and thin . I promise , I won't let this slip . Much gratitude . Thanks.

Life goes on ...

Tantrum Tuesday !

Folks !
          Sometimes , kau tiba kat simpang yang uji kau punya pegangan .  You either make it or you ruin it altogether.  Like , when you dah besar panjang and your parents ask you to choose bidang yang kau suka. Come on laa , one year ago kau nak pergi tandas pon kena mintak kebenaran cikgu , now dah kena tentukan masa depan ? Oh my ~

Chillax , cari biskut ping pong  , rehat depan tv jap . It all starts with planning . You have to know how to make a viable plan to ensure that you smooth cruise along the road.  Tapi kan brader, mana ada plan yang tak ada turbulence ye dak ?  Yeah sure. Tapi mana lagi selamat , kau dah ada pilihan a . b dan c or kau just follow the flow. Ikut je mana ombak nak hanyutkan kau . What if finally you end up kat kampung lanun yang cannibal . Tak ke cari nahas ?

You'll reach the time when you are trying to find out who you really are. Trust me , sekarang kalau somebody ask you " Who are you ? " "Tell me a bit about yourself " . For sure most of us will end up making a perfect personality which doesn't really reflect ourselves . Why ?  Sebab kita tak pernah nak ambik kisah pasal diri kita sendiri. We tend to look up on people but not ourselves . A bit surprising right ?

This is why most of us lack with self confidence . We always feel inferior . So , know yourself a bit more. Find your traits and skills . Your weaknesses and shortfalls . Only then , you can decide on your future.