Life goes on

Believe it or not ,it has been 6 years since I first saw you. It was not an easy phase. There were times when I felt like giving up . There were times that I felt like holding on . If they say life is easy , hear them not. Life is never easy. It's a challenge . When you feel like you can not take it anymore, that is the time you shall admit defeat. Death is imminent .

This year , I'm learning a lot about life in general. It's getting tough. I saw both of my grandmas fighting for life. In and out from operation room. One fighting with cancer , and the other one having renal failure. I was there with them from the start as I was the only one available during that difficult times . Allah has given me the chance to be part of it. I surely did not regret my decision to come back from Puncak Perdana earlier that I should.

There were times when I myself starts questioning the mishap. But my grandma said " Ni semua ujian afiq, Allah sayang kita, Dia nak hapuskan dosa kita" just before she went into the operation room to amputate a part of her body . I couldn't say a word. She is stronger than most of us. It gave me the strength  that I need.

Then , there were you. You have always be there for me through thick and thin . I promise , I won't let this slip . Much gratitude . Thanks.

Life goes on ...

Tantrum Tuesday !

Folks !
          Sometimes , kau tiba kat simpang yang uji kau punya pegangan .  You either make it or you ruin it altogether.  Like , when you dah besar panjang and your parents ask you to choose bidang yang kau suka. Come on laa , one year ago kau nak pergi tandas pon kena mintak kebenaran cikgu , now dah kena tentukan masa depan ? Oh my ~

Chillax , cari biskut ping pong  , rehat depan tv jap . It all starts with planning . You have to know how to make a viable plan to ensure that you smooth cruise along the road.  Tapi kan brader, mana ada plan yang tak ada turbulence ye dak ?  Yeah sure. Tapi mana lagi selamat , kau dah ada pilihan a . b dan c or kau just follow the flow. Ikut je mana ombak nak hanyutkan kau . What if finally you end up kat kampung lanun yang cannibal . Tak ke cari nahas ?

You'll reach the time when you are trying to find out who you really are. Trust me , sekarang kalau somebody ask you " Who are you ? " "Tell me a bit about yourself " . For sure most of us will end up making a perfect personality which doesn't really reflect ourselves . Why ?  Sebab kita tak pernah nak ambik kisah pasal diri kita sendiri. We tend to look up on people but not ourselves . A bit surprising right ?

This is why most of us lack with self confidence . We always feel inferior . So , know yourself a bit more. Find your traits and skills . Your weaknesses and shortfalls . Only then , you can decide on your future.

Dream

Shed the tears.
All you have now are memories,
for all that you've hope,
Gone.

Let it be lived tho,
never let go,
hold on,
I'm coming back home.

Even if then,
I am forgotten,
I'll stay long ,
longing for a dream.
My dream , You.

F.A

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Kunci gerbang Perkahwinan (Part 1)

Hello gadis comel dan jejaka awesome sekalian ~

Pernah tak dengar atau come across pepatah Melayu dan sayings yang menggunakan kunci or 'key' ?
Contoh pepatah Melayu ialah"Anak kunci jahat,peti derhaka" dan there's a saying that goes "Smile is the key that fits the lock of everybody's heart .

Tak , post kali ni bukan nak bercerita tentang kunci dalam pepatah patah tersebut (Mungkinlainkali) tapi nak cerita tentang 4 Kunci yang perlu ada kepada seorang Jejaka sebelum memetik sekuntum bunga.Cewahh. Sound interesting, rite ? Well let's get straight to the point :

1.Kunci Pejabat

Simply said , "Mentua mana nak biarkan anak gadis mereka makan pasir" . Sound harsh tapi itulah realiti masyarakat. Soalan pertama yang akan terpacul dari mulut makcik makcik tukang gulai kat belakang dapur kenduri kahwin belah perempuan ialah "Suami si pengantin tu kerja apa ?" . "Kerja kat mana ?" dan sebagainya. Tu belum ambik kira soalan soalan makcik hipster dan indie zaman sekarang ni yang lebih direct dan makan dalam "Ni, si pengantin laki ni buat MLM ke apa, muda muda dah boleh kahwin ?", " Agak agak berapa ribu 'loan' belah lelaki tu buat nak kahwin dengan sifulan ni" ? kata mak Senah ,menghembuskan asap rokon daun sambil mencuci pinggan yang sama, sejak 15 minit yang lepas. Amboi, kemain ~. Hahaha. Tapi pernah dak makcik makcik or siapa siapalah tanya calon suami saudara perempuan mereka , "Berapa juzuk Quran hafal ?". Ada ? *angkat kening sebelah ala "The Rock"

Kalau bab kahwin , kemain panjang explanation. Hahaha . Sebenarnya nak cerita mengenai "Kunci Pejabat" yakni merujuk kepada pekerjaan. Jejaka, hensem mana sekalipun kalau tak ada kerja, tak ada pendapatan , maknanya tak ada saham. Bukan kurang saham , tak ada. Kalau ada yang berkenan pon , gadis spesis cari short relay,cari rupa , jenis cari kaki. Pekerjaan tu tak semestinya pekerjaan yang ada nama yang gaji besar. Doktor , Pensyarah , Peguam , Ahli Korporat tu semua bonus buat jejaka yang dah sedia hensem. Paling-paling tidak , biarlah ada pendapatan yang cukup untuk menyara keperluan keluarga kelak. Well , they said "Less is more"


2.Kunci Rumah

                                                           A place we called home.

Rumah bukan sekadar bangunan konkrit berbumbung. Sekurang kurangnya jejaka yang hendak meminang anak dara orang hendaklah mampu untuk menyewa rumah. Walau tidak besar atau luas, cukuplah untuk keselesaan buat bakal isteri dan anak anak untuk berteduh dari hujan panas.Kalau dapat beli rumah sendiri or dapat rumah harta pesaka keluarga yang bebas hantu merupakan bonus.Pernah dengar lagu Philip Philips -Home ?

"Hold on, to me as we go 

As we roll down this unfamiliar road 

And although this wave is stringing us along 

Just know you're not alone 

Cause I'm going to make this place your home 

Just know you're not alone 

Cause I'm going to make this place your home"

Lagu ni cukup menceritakan konsep sebuah rumah yang perlu lelaki sediakan untuk keluarganya which is more to safety. Yup, lelaki perlu tahu how to provide a safe place for his wife and children albeit there will be challenging road ahead. Mungkin , kestabilan rumah tangga akan tergugat , secara hubungan , kewangan dsb. But then , you've to be ready to tackle the challenges ahead.Build the sense of belongings within a family and a place we called 'home'. Pesanan penaja: "Elakkanlah daripada tertidur dalam kelas kursus kahwin" :P

                                                  Part 2 to come to you , later ~~